It’s been over a week since I last sat down and took the time to ramble many thoughts together for public view. This week has held much meaning for myself – and in some ways; incredible growth…

I managed to get through my week of work, which in many ways has turned from a fun place to relax and have fun into that seemingly old familiar disgust that equates to a job that just isn’t bringing the same fulfillment. In the course of that time, I’ve been thinking about taking on a part-time job as a property manager for an apartment complex; which would provide housing and a few other great benefits; as well as allow me to cut back the shifts that I’m working at the bar and hopefully turn that type of job back into the fun and enjoyment that I have loved so much in the past; rather than loathe.

We took a trip away this week; and even though it was short, it was completely enjoyable and totally relaxing. I had an absolute blast with everyone and our night out on the town was well worth it. Those friendships have grown and I feel much more connected with those who were there and had great conversations that have left me feeling so rejuvenated.

The other wonderful thing that has occurred in the last week has been the incredible closeness I’ve felt with Rob. As I said at one point to a friend this week, we aren’t back on track, we are much better than we were before and that, in itself, is beyond incredible. I feel very blessed to have that in my life.

Today is another day and tonight I will be at work; making a living and hopefully enjoying myself for the first time in a while. I’m trying to approach the negative aspects of this job in a much more positive manner. I have had the thought about moving to the cocktail side of the bar at least one night a week; which really, might prove to be a great break, as opposed to being on that other side all the time. There are many options there and we’ll see what happens…

Onto other news…

My baby will be three in just a couple of weeks. His birthday is fast approaching and packages are beginning to arrive. I’ve been shamelessly ordering many spiderman items for his room – including all new bedding for his full-sized big-boy bed! I’m looking forward to the time we are able to spend together with all of Rob’s family; including his sister and her family at the Children’s museum in Denver. It’s going to be an exciting and exhausting day all together; but so worth it, too.

That’s it for now… what a week it’s been and this coming week can only be bigger and better!